it's been a while

once again, i am so bad at commitments.
i thought i could be committed to this blog, but obviously, i failed again.

BUT i'm willing to try again, just not daily. that's too much for me. =P

so today's thoughts...

i found myself missing him again lately. it's been so long and i'm in a whole other environment and situation, but still, i think about him a lot.
it's like i can never get away, which i know is what i need.
but the memory of him or people who's in both our lives pop up sporadically.

i can never really get far away enough from him, why?

when will this stop....when will it not affect me anymore?

plus...he's a loser with possibility though.

nice to everyone, but me. why? i don't think i'll ever get that question answered.